10 June 2011

Goodbye, love.

I listen to the song, that you wrote for me.
I look at your photos, that you gave me.
I remember every of advice, that you said to me.
You said you love me but you didn't act like you are.

You taught me how to overcome my insecurities.
You taught me not to waste my tears for some shit.
You've changed me to someone better,
I'd thank you  for that.

You make me miss you so bad.
Waiting for my phone to blow up with your ringtone.
High expectations on something that you would do.
Hoping for you to come back.

Once I want to move on, you will come out of the blue.
Once I decided to wait, you just never show up.
And I have waited for you way far too long.
I'm just too hopeless to hope.

I'm done waiting for you.
I won't hope for something that will never happen.
I don't want to waste my time and my money on you.
And I don't want to play with your shitty games anymore.

It was my fault to put my trusts on you and to think that you're different.
I have deleted your phone number, songs and photos.
But somehow I know you will be the guy that I will never ever, forget.
I just want to wish for your happiness and success.

Goodbye.