09 July 2010

Now ?

i don't really know what to do . even if i did something , it will getting worst so i think i have to let it be . well from now on , you're just my mama's husband . the 'because of you' song by Kelly Clarkson will stuck in my head , like a replay . i don't know who the hell you are anymore . i don't know who I can trust right now . maybe i will get used to it , just maybe . well i don't know because right now , i hate you . yes , i really hate you . i hate both of you . i hate her , i hate everyone . yes , hate is a strong word so that's why i'm using this fucking word . kill me , let's end this stupid ass feelings in my fucking heart . kill me now ! as yall know , i am more depressed than before , (like obviously -.-) why ? because i'm tired . i'm tired of this stupid drama and what people called it as a life . fuck it , damn seriously . i'm not being a fucking emo . but if killing people is legal , you're the first one i would kill . believe me , that bitch is the second one . so now you want everyone to die lah ?  yes , indeed . before i will do something stu-pid and say more stu-pid stuffs , can someone get me outta here ? 


okay this post is pointless , ignore me .