Fear

I always have this fear , 

that one day you are going to

discover that I am not 
as great , as beautiful , 
as awesome , as kind , 

as you once thought I was .


and then , you will leave me 

like other people just did . 
I will burst in tears like I used to , 
and everything that we've been through , 
will be a waste . 


you're almost like the one for me , almost .
because you make me feel special , 
I feel different , so different , 
when I'm with you ,
but you just got me so confused .