Standing under the shower with cold water.
Thinking of what you've just said.
What happened before and what will happen next.
Trying my hardest to think all of the good things.
Searching any positive side that left in me.
End up sitting there and could not stop pouring buckets of tears.
Wishing to turn back time.
Hoping that you would be just fine.
I have been here from the start and will be here until the end.