the harder my eyes tried to stay dry, it rains.
the harder I tried to be strong, the weaker I get.
the harder I wanted to trust someone, the more they show me a reason not to.
the harder my brain tried to forget, the longer those memory stuck in my head.
the harder I tried to let go, the tighter you hold.
the harder I wanted to believe, the more lies I receive.
the harder my mouth tried to speak, the more it remain silent.
the harder I wanted to dream, reality hits me.
the harder I tried, the more I want to give in.